Oy...

I'm not feeling great today... Not sick... Just, not feeling well. I'm feeling very run down. I think it is more emotional than physical though.

I've been feeling overwhelmed a bit I think. It has a lot to do with the schedule thing. I'm also just feeling all the pressures I'm putting on myself. It is starting to hurt! Literally.

Sky and I are thinking of doing massages for v-day. I think that will be good. He and I need to sit down and have a talk about some things. We've got this truck back in the states and we still haven't come to a decision about whether we should keep it or not. Every time we're together I forget to talk about those things because all I want to do is hug him. I haven't seen him a lot lately. Like pretty much since he started working. He works really long hours and then when he isn't working he's snowboarding. I don't want to take that away from him, it is something he enjoys so much.

... I don't know. I guess I'm feeling isolated. I really have no reason to. I could do whatever I wanted. I guess I'm just letting the stuff that needs to get done stand in my way. That isn't exactly a bad thing but I think I'm punishing myself. You know? For example, it is the weekend but I don't feel like I should do anything because there are still things that need to be accomplished here at home. You know? Bah... ramble, ramble, ramble.

I want to take a nap. That's another thing I haven't been allowing. :s I could take a bath but I don't want to clean my tub. How sad is that? I'm making progress though. I guess I should continue...

Here, enjoy this.