So here I am working and trying desperately to remain conscious. Its probably stress that has been making me so lethargic and sick. I've been pretty under the weather the past couple days. I just really want to know what is going on. I also really hope that I get the answer I want... and soon! I don't think I can take much more of this. I've been a complete wreck! It certainly doesn't help that most of my friends aren't here, and my really good friend here is practically in the same boat as I am. (Ha! Danielle, no pun intended!)
In all seriousness, I think I'm just done with the states for a while. And this state especially. Too many not so good memories here and the people I have those not so good memories with are right down the street. Don't get me wrong, I'll definitely miss my parents and some of my friends left and all the good memories here, but this place is too hot and the benefits are just better away from the states in general. Not only that but when hubby gets out we probably won't get to go overseas often, if ever. I just really want to take advantage of this opportunity while I have it.
I might meet up with Chris, who is the person from my past who got in touch with me, later today. I might post more after that if we do. I guess its time to focus on some other things for now. Ciao.
1 comment:
aww sweety i totally feel you on that
it'll be okay, things will start to happen eventually at least thats what i keep telling myself~~
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