This is my first blog, I've only ever blogged on myspace so I'm not really sure that counts.
Mostly all I'm doing right now is waiting... Waiting is probably one of my least favorite things to do. Its emotionally exhausting. I really wished all of these big things happened faster. Waiting is really the hardest part. At least if you find out bad news you know and you can decide what to do from there. With waiting for results it almost seems like everything else needs to take a hiatus as well. Its just tiring and scary. Blah... but that's that.
Recently someone from my past got in touch with me. It certainly took me by surprise considering our history together. He seems like he's relaxed a bit and is very interested in making amends. That's a large corner to take, especially with the way I thought he was. I just really want what's best for the "small" party involved. The one who has a piece of my heart. I'm not really sure what to do. I really am not sure whether [he's] in the right place or not.
*Sigh* Well I guess that's all for now. I'm going to be watching some crazy anime. I apologize or being so vague, sometime soon I will elaborate.
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