Friday, September 19, 2008

I feel like pulling all my hair out!!!

I'm so frustrated!!! I'm really starting to lose my cool. I feel like I'm about to have a nervous breakdown!! There is so much to do and so little time. Not only do I have this driving thing to worry about which is pretty much my number one priority, but I have the house, the studying, and the scrapbooks. It doesn't help that I'm like wicked broke...

I'm so nervous. Like I've been in a constant state of wanting to puke just because there is so much going on. Oh, and to make matters worse our extension hasn't even been approved yet and we don't even have orders yet! So we may not even be able to do all of the traveling we want prior to going. I just want to scream. I really should have quit earlier but I couldn't bring myself to do that if we didn't know anything. Thankfully I only have two more days after today. I mean, I know my job doesn't take up a ton of time but it takes up enough.

There's so much we need to do and I'm just terrified things aren't going to work out the way I want them to. Up until now I think I've been pretty calm but I'm really starting to flip out. I need a nice hot bubble bath and a massage.

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